What kinda bullshit ass game is this? Thank god its preseason

Men are such douchebags! Not me this time but listening to a friends story about a man she loves who uses her and her heart willingly...i've been there :(

Another great night with "freddy" he's great oh and we managed not to have sex this time its nice justb eing held

Sex is a weapon...true but i need to remember to keep my finger on the trigger, aim and fire carefully gn guys

Pool party friday and the guy who supposedly likes me was all up in some other girls face then tried to leave with me...b*tch please i dont do second place well

Whooo! Long weekend already tried to go out with a guy thursday saw planet of the apes but was bored out of my mind great movie boring guy! Ugh lol

U ever hang out with someone u think u like then realize how much they bore u... #HumanADD

And yes i gave him a lapdance and we almost had sex but, then his phone rings so im stuck with a wet pussy and nothing to help i need a vibrator! Stat! LoL

Awesome night with "freddy" until he had to leave at the drop of a dime (family business) i really do love everything about him...just wish he felt the same :(

I mean like really all i wanted was to be held and a massage because i dont feel well but if it doesnt involve sex men aren 't as excited...

When ppl need me they expect me to be there immediately but the minute i need someone everybody's got an excuse as to why they cant be there

over and over

Ya know even though we've been off and on for now 6 years, I still dont know what draws me to "Freddy". I can force myself to like other people, I can make myself feel like sex with them is what I want...but I think I just want to belong to someone I want to be somebody's priority thats why I date these other guys with the promise of a future. See I've never actually been "Freddy's" girlfriend and I have no idea why. He was in love with someone else for a while but still if dont talk to him for a while he'll text me, if i dont hear from him for a while i never forget his number no matter how often i delete it. I know I love him and I think he loves me or at least has strong feelings for me because he's never let me go either. I just dont know what comes next for us and im scared im gonna have to wait forever to find out. My heart gets on my damn nerves sometimes