Wednesday, May 25, 2011

I had a bad day like really bad i need some good sex and a bottle of moscato

Monday, May 23, 2011

But the men who are right here and can see me, feel me, touch me dont give me any of that i mean stiff dicks great but not if thats all ya got
Talked to cain, ivery and rupie today its weird that these two one who's 600 miles away make me feel comfortable and navy boy makes me happy thru and email
Question: why is there a lightening storm outside my window right now? Thats scarier than a thunder storm thunder cant hurt me :(

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Sn: am i the only woman who fantasizes about other women like celebrities cause i just wanna touch kim k's ass to see if its real lol
Is feeling really good today cant wait til "rupie" aka navy guy comes home...I really like him he's a great friend but there could be more there
Just saw bridesmaids last night and i felt like i was watching my life story thus far unfold #fml lol

Sunday, May 15, 2011

This is the kind of shit that makes a good person turn into a bitch and a loner who doesnt trust or love anyone #ihateimmatureppl
So apparently jay and his friend think im an ass and a faker so he's nt giving me my money back and we're not friends anymore and im so fuckin hurt
Im at the club and i just got worked by a bunch of philipino guys i think i have a new favorite

Friday, May 13, 2011

So this chic leaves me a voicemail saying there is a problem over her man and i need to call her back...no name and no # lmao really?!

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Oh and 7 days later still no word from my self proclaimed best friend "kevin" aka "jay" he owes me $70 and has my belt...Really?! It cannot be that serious

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

My dream is finding a partner who motivates me, my fantasy is finding a partner who works as hard at love as i do hmmm

Monday, May 9, 2011

Btw my "best friend" jay who now has a new gf 2 weeks after he broke up with the old one owed me some $$ and has been igging me ever since it was due back wtf!
So ive done some spring cleaning and deleted all unnecessary men from my life if i dont think you're here to stay you're already gone
Cant believe i didnt post anything yesterday but ive come to realize that having too many men in your life can affect your psyche. All the coming and going smh

Saturday, May 7, 2011

FUN NIGHT with Ronnie drinks, friends and the game...im a happy girl things may not be the way i want them but being happy helps

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Truth is i just want someone who im as comfortable with as i am w/ my friends and who makes me laugh, has ambition but is a sex god too is that too much to ask?
I think i only started to think i was falling for my best friend because he was the one fulfilling my "boyfriend cravings" i just wanted to feel truly loved

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Some ppl r gonna hate this but i almost gave in 2nite for the first time in like 5 or 6 months...kareem apologized but it didnt seem real he wasnt even here 1hr
Good morning everyone in case u were feeling alone just know i care about u enough to send u this text luv janeai

Monday, May 2, 2011

Chillin with jay and we realllly act a damn fool but is it a friendship or something more? Dont knw dont care :) gn
Porno+cosmpolitan= how to learn the art of sex i know how to make it do what it do baby!